My Baby’s Back!!

For 2 freaking months I was counting down how many days there’re left til my baby’s back. Day in day out counting down for sailorboy to come back!! There were rough times when I could only hope days will pass by quicker. I was listening to music like days go by and still I think of you, to other tracks that made me think of him… til the time I realized everything made me think of him. Every other track it was a kiss, a tiny romantic story, a fun thing about him. Him-him-him. Sailorboy everywhere! On my mind, on the streets, on my tracks, on my paper diary which I’m going to give to him, in my pictures, on my table, in my soul.

So that’s why I’m happy, that’s why it’s a release, a joy that he’s coming. I get the most mysterious call before going to the airport – like, girl, what’s the flight number?! From his sister’s boyfriend whom I met once in my life. Ok, stop laughing, get in the dreamy mood! All the dreams and hopes and illusions are going to be scattered when I’ll be able to see him in flesh and bone again.

And it was weird. I tell you, it’s no fun being away from some one so long. Despite the calls, the online dating, the emailing… it’s still weird. You’re like sitting next to a stranger for whom you have feelings. That makes it even stranger… that you can feel something for a stranger.. too strange! :)

So the family’s there, every time I need to feel some sort of embarrassment. It was there when he left, there again. I need to smile despite I’m dead worried cause the plane is 1 hour late. Every tiny minute I stare through the gates, looking at the damn door til maybe he’ll appear. And he’s finally there! He smiles, we hug and kiss, it’s the same, but different.

I had one day off to get used to him. It’s getting better.. sailorboy’s closer.
After a week, we’re getting there…

P.S. Even the cat likes sailorboy!!